ThE LoNeLy LosT ZeBrA

27022011

2011-02-27T22:00:00.005+08:00

SLeep and everything will be over for A LITTLE WHILE...

The Very First Post of JANUARY 2011..

2011-01-23T23:33:00.009+08:00

First of all...need to update and "Refresh" myself..LOL.. been a long long time since i last updated..aww...such a pity blog..i shall come and visit you more often..give me some time ya!!!This is muh very first post of January 2011 :)

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2010-11-08T12:26:00.002+08:00

喜欢他的每一天对你来说都是一种折磨

每一分每一秒。都夹杂着痛苦与甜蜜

即使痛苦一次次让你落泪。即使你知道甜蜜只是你安慰自己的假象。可你依旧学不会放手

你说你认了

你说你从喜欢上他那刻起就认输了

你说。

[你看，我输到心都空了。]

有没有这么一个人

会让你觉得是老天派来克你的，可是你却心甘情愿地被伤害，即使你知道你会遍体鳞伤

有没有这么一个人

你无数次希望自己没有喜欢过他，甚至从未认识过他

但是如果老天给你一次机会回到过去，你依旧会选择喜欢他，甚至连一丝犹豫都没有

有没有这么一个人

你不知道他究竟是不是你生命中的那个唯一

你不确定自己是在错误的时间遇见了对的人

还是在对的时间遇见了错误的人…

你能确定的只有你喜欢他。但是他不喜欢你

朋友不止一次为你抱不平

他们劝你放弃

他们说他不值得你为他伤心

他们说。[他有什么好？]

可是你却为他抱不平

你说他值得

你说他很好很好

你说。[只是我不够好罢了。]

很可笑呵。

明明。

明明你知道你很好

明明你知道朋友是心疼你才会这么说

明明你知道你放弃了对彼此都好

可是你就是不想放弃…

[因为他就是他啊。独一无二的他啊]...

由始至终你只是默默的看着。想着。喜欢着…只是因为害怕你的喜欢会带来他的不安

于是你深藏起自己的感受，把难过伤感都往肚子里咽

你觉得自己再难过也好过让他难受

那会让你心疼

301010

2010-10-30T11:24:00.003+08:00

Tired. Tired. Tired. Tired. Physically and mentally. I wish someone can give me a lean on his shoulder. Tired. Tired. Tired.

June Annual Dinner @ Genting

2010-09-05T23:50:00.005+08:00

My super late post LOL. Some incidents just spoiled my mood on my annual dinner but at least I manage to handle it well and emotions stable. Or maybe i should say, my emotions in front of people is handled well :) Anyway,my annual dinner was held at Genting Highlands last June. Our theme this year is Viva Las Vegas. Can't think of what to wear. Simply grab a singlet in KL last minute. Bought my leggings and skirt in Miri. Every year with dramatic lashes to enhance my whole makeup :)

Here are some of the randoms pics taken :)

Ruby from JB :)

Guess whose sexy butt is this?? :)

Wendy KK, me and Winnie from KCH.

Wendy,Winnie and Ashley Yap!

Awww....!!

No idea which brand he is from but "he" caught my attention with "his" sexy dress :)

Avon and me. She is from KK :)

Best Dress Participants~

Ashley Yap. Carmen Yeo.

My Lovely Partner and Me..

Sushi King

2010-09-05T17:50:00.000+08:00

Sushi king in Miri provides dirty plates to serve customers!! Yuck!

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2010-09-05T11:10:00.005+08:00

It's 365 Days

040910

2010-09-05T11:01:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY To Mr.Eric TLW :) May You had a great birthday out there without me! BLEH

Salam Mesra!!!

All The Things You Never Knew

2010-09-04T11:19:00.012+08:00

蝴蝶眨几次眼睛Hu die zha ji chi yan jing

How many times does a butterfly blink

才学会飞行Cai xue hui fei xing

Before it learns to fly?

夜空洒满了星星Ye kong sai man le xing xing

The sky is sprinkled over with countless stars

但几颗会落地Dan ji ke hui luo di

But how many there will remain?

我飞行当你坠落之际Wo fei xing Dang ni zui luo zhi ji

Even as I fly, you fall

很靠近还听见呼吸Hen kao jing Hai ting jian hu xi

So close I can hear you breathe

对不起我却没捉紧你

Dui bu qi Wo que mei zhuo jin ni

So sorry I didn't keep hold of you

你不知道我为什么离开你Ni bu zhi dao wo wei shen me li kai ni

You don't know why I had to leave you

我坚持不能说放任你哭泣Wo jian chi bu neng shuo fang ren ni ku qi

How could I ignore your every cry

你的泪滴想倾盆大雨碎落满地Ni de lei di xiang qing pen da yu Sui luo man di

All the while the downpour of your tears shattering the ground

在心里清晰Zai xin li qing xi

So clearly pierced my heart

你不知道我为什么狠下心Ni bu zhi dao wo wei shen me hen xia xin

You don't know why I had to keep away

盘旋在你看不见的高空里Pan xuan zai ni kan bu jian de gao kong li

Circling in the sky above, just out of sight

多的是你不知道的事Duo de shi Ni bu zi dao de shi

So many are the things you never knew

蝴蝶眨几次眼睛Hu die zha ji chi yan jing

How many times does a butterfly blink

才学会飞行Cai xue hui fei xing

Before it learns to fly?

夜空洒满了星星Ye kong sai man le xing xing

The sky is sprinkled over with countless stars

但几颗会落地Dan ji ke hui luo di

But how many there will remain?

我飞行当你坠落之际Wo fei xing Dang ni zui luo zhi ji

Even as I fly, you fall

很靠近还听见呼吸Hen kao jing Hai ting jian hu xi

So close I can hear you breathe

对不起我却没捉紧你Dui bu qi Wo que mei zhuo jin ni

So sorry I didn't keep hold of you

你不知道我为什么离开你Ni bu zhi dao wo wei shen me li kai ni

You don't know why I had to leave you

我坚持不能说放任你哭泣Wo jian chi bu neng shuo fang ren ni ku qi

How could I ignore your every cry

你的泪滴想倾盆大雨碎落满地Ni de lei di xiang qing pen da yu Sui luo man di

All the while the downpour of your tears shattering the ground

在心里清晰Zai xin li qing xi

So clearly pierced my heart

你不知道我为什么狠下心Ni bu zhi dao wo wei shen me hen xia xin

You don't know why I had to keep away

盘旋在你看不见的高空里Pan xuan zai ni kan bu jian de gao kong li

Circling in the sky above, just out of sight

多的是你不知道的事Duo de shi Ni bu zi dao de shi

So many are the things you never knew

我飞行当你坠落之际Wo fei xing Dang ni zui luo zhi ji

Even as I fly, you fall

噢噢~

o o

你不知道我为什么离开你Ni bu zhi dao wo wei shen me li kai ni

You don't know why I had to leave you

我坚持不能说放任你哭泣Wo jian chi bu neng shuo fang ren ni ku qi

How could I ignore your every cry

你的泪滴想倾盆大雨碎落满地Ni de lei di xiang qing pen da yu Sui luo man di

All the while the downpour of your tears shattering the ground

在心里清晰Zai xin li qing xi

So clearly pierced my heart

你不知道我为什么狠下心Ni bu zhi dao wo wei shen me hen xia xin

You don't know why I had to keep away

盘旋在你看不见的高空里Pan xuan zai ni kan bu jian de gao kong li

Circling in the sky above, just out of sight

多的是你不知道的事Duo de shi Ni bu zi dao de shi

So many are the things you never knew

030910

2010-09-03T20:30:00.002+08:00

Hahaha.. she called his assistant this morning finally and found out that he is going to be away until next Wednesday! Did you know how much courage has she take to make that call to his office? Just to make that stupid surprise? After all...what? Plan since few months back so what? Hahaha..

Lost also....people buy air ticket OK. Can you afford it? That small plan~ haha please la... people wont even look at your ugly butt~ f*!

She told me that she is going to slap herself 10 times tonight before she goes to bed :) For being so stupid. LOL. I supported her because she should do that. Luckily things wasn't well planned :) Else bigger disappointment. I need to take more efforts to comfort her..LOL. I told her to slap herself everyday till the day she wakes up!

Good Luck Dear Friend :)

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2010-08-17T00:20:00.002+08:00

Dear Friend,

Be strong. He is not worth your tears. Even how much you cried, he will never know and things will not turn better either. Selfish people are like that. When ever they are OK , fine and good, they will take maybe a glance on you. But when they are troubled, they will leave you in the dark. For the first time, second time, third time, so it's time to wake up. Don't let the Love blinded your eyes. If he really do care about you, he will never just give up like that. If he did, proven the love is fragile and it's not a true love.

You're only a companion when he is unhappy and down. You're only a companion when he couldn't get enough loves. You're only a companion when he is boring. You're only a companion ... yes...note that down...ONLY A COMPANION.

Step out now before it's too late. I know it's hard. Be firm. Don't let his softness and talking steals your heart ever again.

Take care my friend. You know who you are.

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2010-08-16T01:36:00.001+08:00

相信吗？只要有爱，就算身边的人再怎么不支持你，再怎么冷言冷语

地嘲笑你；只要你坚持，也许有一天能真真正正地打动大家觉得和你

不可能的那个他。跟着自己的心去做想做的事情，不然以后后悔的是

自己，而不是那些嘲笑你的人。

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2010-08-12T23:01:00.000+08:00

The uncertainty...

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2010-08-09T08:51:00.000+08:00

Those were the days...

Random Pictures Of July 2010

2010-08-08T23:43:00.001+08:00

Camel Lyn and Me :)

Top from left : Dead Fish Yun Jie and Ms.Heidi

Bottom from left: Tupai Chris, Hippo Chen and Zebra Me!

Left: Tupai, Hippo and Zebra

When Zebra Meets Hippo!! :)

My first Bj, thanks Heidi for teaching me how to drink ;p

Beautiful girls during Nora's Farewell party :)

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2010-08-08T14:27:00.003+08:00

If someone is not following, why stay? Quietly silently... It's time to stop dreaming and hoping for the impossible ... okay, I will let things flow as it come along :)

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2010-08-08T14:17:00.003+08:00

It's been a year since he left Him. Hope he is resting in peace though I do not know him and he do not know me :) May He in heaven bless you and your whole family always.

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2010-07-20T10:35:00.002+08:00

Life is unfair sometimes. Else it would not be called LIFE I guess. Sometimes the more effort you put in, the lesser you gain. I thought it will be the other way round. Knowing it's not going to give you extreme return but you're still doing it because you're following what your hearts think. So, in the end, any results or outcome, that's what you are expecting from beginning and quit blaming anyone.

They will love you only when you are able to help and nice. They will walk away if you're down and not nice. This is how it works. Are you clear?

You are suppose to be speak louder than them. It's their faults and not yours. But why NOW, it became you listen to them and tolerate with everything they do? They say One, you dare not say Two. It's suppose to be TWO. Why do you listen and obey everything and when they are not treasuring what you're doing?

What am I rambling? Nah..just feel unfair sometimes..LOL.

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2010-07-01T11:48:00.001+08:00

其实女人很傻，一帆风顺时，女人傻得可气；

暴风骤雨时，女人傻得可怜；爱情挫折时，女人傻得一塌糊

涂；

冷眼旁观时，女人傻得能言善辩。

傻，仿佛成了女人在不同时期的个性外衣，把女人装订成一

本百看不厌的书。

我睁开眼睛却感觉不到天亮，昨天晚上我失眠了，因为我的

朋友，她向我诉说着她的感情，作为一个她们感情的旁观者

，看着她的眼泪在眼圈里打转，脸上却还挂着笑容，我忍不

住悲伤起来，为什么爱情这么伤人？让平时一个那么优秀的

女孩变得神经质，变得低落……

女人有时候真的好傻，傻得可爱……

那天去看她，她悄悄的对我说，我谈恋爱了，我替她高兴，

因为她没谈过恋爱，她很少爱人，这是第一次，看着她脸上

的笑容，应该是幸福的。前天她过来我这边，我们一起吃饭

，在路上，去称了下体重，她瘦了，看得出来，而我也瘦了

，我笑着对她说：女人，你这恋爱谈得挺用功的嘛，都减肥

了！她说：“女人，是的呀，以前没谈过，现在感觉好累呀

”……

看得出来，她这次真的用心了，投入了，每当我睡了一觉醒

来，看着她还是醒着，那种滋味无法言语，这可能就是爱的

表现吧。而我却无从安慰，因为对于感情，我了解得不是很

透彻，只能当个忠实的听众，作为一个旁观者的角度帮她分

析，我很惭愧……

原来爱情这么伤比想像中还难

泪水总是不听话幸福躲起来不声不响

太多道理太牵强道理全是一样

说的时候很简单爱上后却正巧打乱

只想变的坚强强到能够去忘

无所谓悲伤只要学会抵抗

原来爱情这么伤

原来爱情是这样这样峰回路转

泪水明明流不干瞎了眼还要再爱一趟

有一天终于打完思念的一场战

回过头再看一看

原来爱情那么伤

下次还会不会这样

就在这样悲伤的旋律中，我们都沉思了……

她没再说话了……好晚好晚……我才睡着……

因为想到了自己………好像是同一个版本……上演着不同的

角色……

真的爱一遍叫人老了好几岁……这该死的爱情…… 原来这么伤

昨天晚上，我们一起在餐厅吃饭，我们靠着沙发坐着，她向

我诉说她和她男朋友的故事，好坦白，好真实，当我看着她

的眼泪一次又一次在眼睛里打转的时候，我对她说：“女人

，不要哭”

她泪光带笑说：“以前总是说，想哭都哭不出来，认为自己

很坚强，没想到……”

我说“只是未到伤心处，想哭到我家里哭吧，弄得我现在都

想流眼泪了”。

她又恢复了正常，慢慢向我诉说着她和她男友的一切……

她和他在去年就认识了，从陌生人变成朋友，朋友升华成恋

人。两个人都已习惯了彼此，一直暖味着，直到七月七，他

向她表白了，而她却没考虑就答应了，因为她喜欢他。他有

女朋友，他和她表白的时候说分手了，因为距离和家庭的原

因，导致七年的感情慢慢淡化了，到底有没有真正的分开，

她想是没有的。因为她知道他现在还是喜欢他的前女友的，

而现在也喜欢她，一个男人同时爱上两个女人，这叫花心还

是多情，只能留给他自己回答。每个女孩都是有自尊的，她

不希望自己当成他前女友的影子，她说给时间给他冷静，冷

静下来再做决定，因为这样对她是不公平的，她不愿自己喜

欢的人在孤单寂寞的时候喜欢上她自己，但是她又很怕，怕

结果，因为她真的喜欢上了他。他说：“你给我多长时间？

”

她说：“你需要多长时间就给多长时间” 其实她也知道，他是喜欢她的，但是她不想掺和进去，因为

他还有他前女友的影子，七年的感情就这样放下其实也很难

，她也明白也可以理解，但是她的自尊更不能原谅自己，她

需要的是一份纯真无杂质的感情，因为这是她第一次恋爱。

她说：“面对那些追求者，不知道为什么偏偏选择了他”这

也许就是爱情吧，爱上是没理由的，不爱也没理由，就是一

种感觉，一种情素在作怪。是人三分贱，这句话再合适不过

了，这样理不清的感情真的很让人头痛，放下又舍不得，不

放又委屈了自己。为什么受伤的总是女孩子，男孩可以在失

恋，空虚的时候马上再找个女孩弥补，而女孩呢，却傻傻的

等待这种变幻莫测的感情，慢慢在阴影中走出来。她问我，

你对我们的感情有多少把握，我说百分之七十吧，她说才及

格，我说是的呀，很多事情都很难说的！也许在旁人眼里看

得更透。她笑着说：“我现在在你面前已经是透明人了”

没这么坦白过，什么感觉都和你说了。我也很高兴她能向我

诉说，有时候自己想得太累了，还是说出来会好过一点！听

到她说，和你说过以后现在好多了，我感到欣慰，一个坚强

的女人又回来了，我的朋友……

在车上，我问另一个男性两个问题，你会不会同时喜欢上两

个女的，他说，没发生过，不知道，我再问他，你怎么看待

三角恋，他也是同样的回答！然后她问他，是不是不能对男

孩太好了，他说，对任何一份感情都不要太投入了，特别是

女孩，不要陷得太深，伤的还是女孩子。

我总结了一句：说彻底，都是亚当和夏娃惹的祸…… 哈哈哈哈哈…… 我们都笑了…… 少了沉闷的气氛……其实我们一直说自己有底线，有原则的

，不会动情，一旦爱上，好像这些都不由控制了。看着自己的朋友一个又一个的陷入感情的困境中，我对自己

说：再也不要谈恋爱了，年龄到了，找个合适的人结婚得了

。

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2010-06-25T01:44:00.000+08:00

The day you shouted...

I know it has to come to an end....

Beautiful Cheongsam Mama 2010

2010-06-04T20:36:00.005+08:00

Feel lifted and whole again. Sometimes the lack of love really drain me emotionally and physically. At least for the time being, I am OK.

Here are some post on my friend who won the "Most beautiful Cheongsam aka QiPao Mama 2010". Congrats to dear Jerry. And proudly to tell everyone here, her makeup was done by me =p She is a mother of 1 kid. Still beautiful, still charming, still sexy, still young and...wooottt ..HOT!!

Ashley, Jerry and Me..!!

Randomness at Resort World Sentosa SG

2010-06-04T20:28:00.003+08:00

Continue my late update of my last March trip at Resort World Sentosa ... nice place but HOT!! hehehe..keep complain the weather neah..

Man in Pink..sweet =)

Late Update

2010-05-27T00:30:00.002+08:00

Went to Resort World Sentosa Singapore last March 2010, here are some of the randoms pictures I took. Too bad when i was there, the Universal Studio was not yet open. Hopefully I can go there again next July^^ A nice place with beautiful scenery and buildings but HOT cos of it's open-air concept. Not like Genting, cold weather there. Duh..ahaha...

Took most of the pictures at Hershey's chocolate factory cos it's fully air-

conditioned.. LOL and no place to go bahhh..

See you soon Resort World Sentosa Singapore ^^

Day Off

2010-05-26T10:48:00.002+08:00

It's my offday. Suppose can spend time chatting and lovey dovey. I always ended up hugging dustbin.

That's Life.

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2010-05-25T22:39:00.004+08:00

A friend broken up with her boyfriend of 3 months. Can see she is very sad. Her tears keep rolling when we were at the Karaoke. Everyone of us comforted her and give her the best advises.

"It's his loss for choosing to leave you."

"You're still young and pretty. Many guys out there are awaiting for you still."

"Don't be silly, he is not worth for your tears."

"Be strong."

"He is not that GOOD anyway!"

"You're way much better than him!"

"He don't love you at all. Let him go. You're lucky to not be with him."

Guess that's what most people would say when someone's relationship ended or fails.

It's so easy to blurt out those words. It's easy for us to advise and comfort. Yes, that's the only thing we can do to make her/him feel better. And those words may works and may not.

It works because she/he is strong.

It doesn't works because it's not you who poured that feelings and love. It's not you who engaged in that relationship. You have no idea what they have went through. What they shared. Yes, he/she may be some ass holes or jerk ass who is unfaithful and fail you but they shared the best moments together. They spend time and feelings and efforts in their own relationship. They understand the best. Not those people around them.

"Don't be so sad. Such a silly girl" => Yes, silly. Don't you know love can make one become silly. Love is not blind. Love can see but we doesn't mind. Because of love, we tend to do the silliest thing and sacrifice just to get it.

How many of you had went through hard love and be successful in the end? How many of you had done silly things for your relationship? How many of you had cry for your lover?

"You're young and pretty, let go and look for another one". -> There is no right or wrong. Yes, we can look for another one in the future. Sometimes when you falls in love with that someone, that feelings is amazing. You can't find that feeling on someone else. Cos everyone is different. The chemistry. You might wont be able to find that chemistry on another person. Some say hold onto that someone you love. Do no give up. Because it's worth it. Some say, give up. It's suffocating. Don't let him/her mess up your life.

Love is complicated.

Human are funny. They are either troubled by Love or Money Or Career.

No money can make your life miserable. But most people get troubled and sick from Love. Love is so complicated. Love can light up your Life. Love can turn your life upside down. It's your luck.

Some get happiness. Some get sadness. Which one are you?

I am in between.

Tonight I Celebrate My Love...

2010-05-25T21:30:00.005+08:00

Heard this from the HK Drama "FLY WITH ME". One of the theme in the drama. Very beautiful song

Tonight I celebrate my love for you

It seems the natural thing to do

Tonight no one's gonna find us

We'll leave the world behind us

When I make love to you

Tonight I celebrate my love for you

And hope that deep inside you feel it too

Tonight our spirits will be climbing

To the sky lit up with diamonds

Whaen I make love to you tonight

Tonight I celebrate my love for you (ooh)

And that midnight song is gonna come shining through

Tonight there'll be no distance between us

What I want most to do

Is to get close to you tonight

Tonight I celebrate my love for you

And soon this old world will seem brand new

Tonight we will both discover

How friends turn into lovers

When I make love to you

Tonight I celebrate my love for you (ooh)

And that midnight song is gonna come shining through

Tonight there'll be no distance between us

What I want most to do

Is to get close to you

Tonight I celebrate my love for you

Not Happy

2010-05-20T22:49:00.002+08:00

I am Not HAPPY..

I am NOT HAPPYY...

I am NOOOOTTT HAPPPPYYY....

I am sad.

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2010-05-03T23:03:00.002+08:00

You have to smile.

You have to be Strong.

You have to be cheerful.

Cos they are eye-ing on you.

When you're right, nobody remembers, When you're wrong, Nobody FORGETS!

When am tired, why do you just ignore?

Carmen_Wen

2010-04-21T23:39:00.002+08:00

A customer was using the old RM50 bucks to pay for his perfume, so i exchange one with him. LOL. I guess I have not seen this note for many many years!!

Taken during Dr.Lawrence training. Carmen - Leader. A good experience.

Dr.LaWReNce TRaiNinG LvL 3 - April 10

2010-04-18T22:49:00.002+08:00

This was my 3rd time attending Dr.Lawrence Walter Ng's seminar. Suppose to be the final level but I heard might have another Level 4 for outdoor. Haven't decided yet, cos our company have not sign the Level 4 contract yet cos "Hey, Dr.Lawrence your talk is not cheap!" LOL. Anyway, had fun in his seminar.

Level 1 was about Team Power - A dynamic new innovation in the world of team development. This is an exciting approach to team building that engages people in action, reflection and learning to support each other designed to elevate the co-operative spirit to incredible new heights.

Level 2, Passion For Extraordinary Performance - This program is to instill energy and enthusiasm into everyone in your organization. Participants will feel empowered and renewed, for within each one of us is a powerful driving force. A breakthrough program to develop absolute confidence and perform Extraordinary under change.

Level 3 , Master Of Change - Being flexible to adapt new culture, new system, new management will bring the organization moving forward in a speeding momentum. The secret to being able to not just survive but to be the best among the others is to accept, adapt and change. When an organization able to create change before change happen, it will be the leader of all.

Being leader for the second time =_= Level 2 was me too. I have no idea why they like to point at me. Duh.. But never, take as a challenge and experience =)

My team member putting and counting the blocks. In this Level, we use blocks as our "money"/score.

Me and Dr.Lawrence~

Next HoLidays? BALI?

2010-04-16T23:12:00.003+08:00

Wonder when is my next holidays gonna be. When I see my friends in Facebook upload beaches' pictures. I felt so relax. I have always wanted to go Bali, Indonesia. Even though I don't really like to be under the sun, but I like the villa, resorts and hotels in Bali. I noticed those holidays destinations has always got good luxury accommodations. Of Course, if you're willing to pay for it. I don't think it's cheap either. But I believe I can get 5 stars hotel/villa in a reasonable price in BALI? Hmmm, not sure. I should plan a holiday there.

If I have the chance to go Bali, I hope I can go with my bf/someone i love =) I guess it would be a lovely romantic trip. HAHA, please forgive me. I am always a romantic person. Am a lover! LOL. Who like romance and enjoy life the fullest. Aww...such a nice fantasy to have a honeymoon there =)

Dear BALI,BRING ME THERE...~~

BALI ROCKS!!!

Adda Heights' Show House in JB

2010-04-14T22:44:00.007+08:00

Went to a show house in JB last March. The design were superbs. But when I go to the original empty house, it looks so normal and doesn't attract me at all. HEHE, but i really like the show house's design. It make me feel so warm and i tell myself, if i got this kinda house, i don't think i want to go out anymore. Cuddle with my loves one at home and watch Movie together. Clean the house together.. LOL. So relaxing !! Hmm, Anyway i know to get this kind of design is not hard, as long as you afford to pay. You can have the exact design anywhere.. sigh..LOL

A small pond beside the living room's slide door. Imagine evening time, u only need to open the slide door then u can sit beside and feed fishes?? So relaxing..!

N I C E LEhhhhh...sobs sobs..I want O N E !

MOS BURGER rocks!

2010-03-28T23:41:00.004+08:00

For the first time trying MOS burger in Singapore. Superbs! Had Teriyaki Beef Rice Burger! Sedap lahhhh...slurps! Hope i can get to eat it again very soon ^^ Anyway, went to Singapore twice, didn't really get the chance to walk around. But at least manage to visit Sentosa World and the new casino(oh well, i dun gamble so i just walk one round n came out withing 15 mins?lol)=) If am going SG again, i would love to go Geylang, Bugis etc.. cheaper place pls..lol. No $$$ to shop in Orchard..duh!

MOS BURGER R.O.C.K.S!!!

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2010-03-19T21:50:00.002+08:00

Sometimes I ask myself, who caused all the changes in me? But why in the end, I was the only one to be blamed with all the changes? Dear GOD, please pull me up.

A picture a Day

2010-03-16T22:59:00.000+08:00

They say loving you gives pains and full of sacrifices But I'll rather take pains and lots of sacrifices than not to be love by you.

SiLeNce

2010-03-16T00:14:00.002+08:00

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2010-03-10T14:54:00.003+08:00

Nowadays it's hard to get a hotel with free wi-fi connection. If can, i would like to spend 2 day 1 night in a hotel with wi-fi connection alone. Having coffee and resting mind in the room without distractions. LOL. I guess your mind gonna be super clear and you will have an answer or decision on things you had in mind for quite sometimes. Just an idea which suddenly goes through my mind. Tell family and friends that am off for holidays then keep myself in hotel =) Hmmm......can consider...lalalala...

Falling

2010-03-09T12:53:00.001+08:00

Am Falling and Failing..

Ain't this pic cute? ^^

Rambling..

2010-02-26T23:55:00.004+08:00

A lots of things, if only can be explained by words, how nice?
When you do something against the public opinions, you are going to receive tones of bullshit comments and suggestions. But you will never listen because you've already started doing it. During the process of doing it, you are so suffered that you offended most of your closest people around you. Despite what they said, you are still doing it. And when you are in need, you need someone to listen how you feel, to understand why you are doing that, NOBODY IS going to listen. Cos by the time, you're all alone already.
It's the choice that you made in life. Chosen. Be it. Do it. Without Regretting it. That's all you can do. Sometimes to a certain extend, you feel like giving up. But someone keep pulling you up. You're left hanging. Maybe you should just cut the rope and drown into the sea. Let's Live again with a new life? Start everything whole over again?

Photo of the month=p

2010-02-26T00:56:00.003+08:00

I think i should keep myself quiet.
Am sick.
Am tired.
It's sickening.

So Close

2010-02-11T12:15:00.002+08:00

Went to a fren blog, and heard this song..am so addicted and i feel so "lam" when listening to it...and it was the theme song for the Movie Enchanted. Haven watch before. Too bad. Heard it was a nice one. I like fairy fairy tale kinda movie. Well, i know fairy tale love DOES NOT EXIST =) True love dies. And it fade and GONE =)

haiz

2010-02-09T21:02:00.001+08:00

S I G H . . . . .

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2010-02-09T20:53:00.002+08:00

Fall but don't stumble,
Be consistent but not too persistent,
Share and never be unfair,
Understand and try not to demand,
And get hurt but never keep the pain.

The only way to love isn't finding the perfect person,
but by loving the imperfect person perfectly...!
True love doesn't have happy ending,
it simply doesnt END.

Don't go for LOOK's , they can deceive.
Don't go for WEALTH even that fades away.
Go for someone who makes you smile because it takes only

A SMILE to make DARK day seems bright.

When the time comes for you to give your heart to someone,
make sure that you select someone who will never break
your heart because broken HEART has no SPARE PARTS!!

Photo Of The Month - JAN 2010

2010-02-06T11:44:00.000+08:00

Cecelia the Cat, Alvin the Chipmunk and Me the Zebra camwhoring with my signature pose =) SSssshhhhh...........

No updates

2010-02-05T12:07:00.002+08:00

It has been quite sometimes since i last blog and updates. Too many things happen lately. And am emotionally effected. But am alright. I still have friends who loves me. I will update asap. Penning down how i feel is not easy. Sometimes it's best kept to yourselves. Cos knowing telling people can't solve the problems. If only life is easy. We only sleep eat and relax. How nice?
LOL.

=_='

2010-01-10T21:57:00.000+08:00

=_='
Help!

Currently using this

2010-01-06T21:44:00.003+08:00

And it smell super nice! The packaging is nice and the smell is sweet and nice!! Loving it =) OLAY'S BODY WASH- CREME RIBBONS!

p/s: Oiii... NO Lux soap Please. This is a reference for u!

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2010-01-05T23:00:00.001+08:00

So Near Yet So Far....

Struggling... struggling....

Can You Feel How I Feel? Can You Replenish?

A short trip.

2010-01-05T22:02:00.004+08:00

I'll be away from 7th night - 10th Morning to JB and Singapore =) First time visiting Singapore and second time landing JB. LOL. The first time was last year January but it's a rush one. Never get to walk around and shop cos busy with the Seasonal Training! This time must shop a little bit and take a glance of JB's city! Too bad it's another short trip in JB and Singapore. Due to colleague on leave so i must stay and work hard! Will make up for it next April=) Stay longer days!

The view of Johor Bahru!

The view of Stinkapore aka Singapore!

Holidays soon. Am happy but also stress over something. LOL. I wish i can predict future? Duh! Sometimes i feel so lifeless and aimless. Oh well, there is an aim there but nothing is GUARANTEED! Hope I can sort something out to de-stress. Hmmm...and also i don't wish to stress up someone. Hehe. I know you're stress. Sorry! Cos of my annoyance! LOL. I really hope we can have a nice talk! A plan and a solution! LOL. Take a step at a time. Yes yes yes. But..i really want to know what i can do in the future! DUH...haha...

I am so BLOODY ANNOYING ! LOL...lalalala... 2 more days and here i come JB/SG!!

Current status..

2010-01-03T22:51:00.002+08:00

I'm T I R E D...

Two Of my Fav Pic =)

2009-12-31T01:10:00.002+08:00

My dear Niece, Javiaky Yeo Kie. She is turning 2 years old this coming 14th February 2010.. Heart her!

My dear Nephew, Jorez Puang. He is turning 1 year old this coming 20th May 2010... Muacks him!

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2009 is coming to an End..

2009-12-31T00:23:00.002+08:00

Year 2009. Smiling. Laughing. Crying. Cheering. Weeping. Happy. Fun. Bitter. Sweet. Moments. Grown up.

Looking back, I've beeen traveling less this year (2009) compared last year =) Only went to Johor Bahru last January. Traveled KL and visited Cameron Highlands for the first time. What can i say? Went through so many different experiences over the year of 2009.

Been going out at night more often this year. Learned to drink liquors ^^ Went night spots and clubbing. I wouldn't say it's a bad thing. At least i get to know a lots of people and can drink when people ask me too. Well, am not a good drinker YET. Maybe because i seldom drink that much. And am happy with myself for NEVER get drunk =)

Actually going out at night, made me realize a lots of things. Being more open minded in things happening around. At least i don't feel like "katak di bawah tempurung". Knowing nothing about the night life? LOL. Realise there is not only TIGER, CARLSBERG, HEINIKEN, CHIVAS, JACK DANIEL etc.. I get to know about Tequila Sunrise and Long Island Tea. LOL...

Well, and of course night life is not all about it. I met someone few years back and separated with a SMILE? Hope he has a good life now. Thanks for things u've done. It's a bliss to get to know you.

Moreover, i thank God for sending us a new member =) My dear Nephew, Jorez =) He is such a cute boy. He is already 7 months old. Appreciate his existence. Hope he will get a sister or brother soon..

Besides, I met someone who i missed two years ago. It's never too late. Now, i get to see him in real life. Talking to him. He had poured so much unconditional love towards me. Supporting me and being so nice all the time. I couldn't describe how much I appreciate this fate we had. The fate we had after turning a big round and met each other again. I believe God let us meet a few wrong person until we meet the right one. This is soooo true. Hope something big gonna happen next year ^^ and you know who you are.

The saddest thing this year is the accident of my cousin's baby. No one can take it but i hope my cousin will be strong. We are really sorry for the lost of your baby. Maybe the baby has no fate with our family. No one expect him to just leave us before the due date of his delivery. No one expect him to get suffocated in the tummy. No one expect he will just gone like that when everyone is ready Welcoming the arrival of him to this world. Please Be Strong. It's never the end of the world. I know our words can't help but we're really sorry for your lost.

Another sad one is the gone of someone's father on 8th of August 2009. You seems to be strong but i know deep inside, you've got so much burden on your shoulder after the deceased. Please do remember you still have your Mum and sisters to support you. And you need to be double stronger than anyone of them because you've got the responsibilities on those plantations things and your own career. I've got this feeling. The feeling of you being successful so soon. Be there and be strong! The lack of love. The lack of Sleep. Hope you can balance it up soon =)

Happy one is finally the Animal Kingdom's gang had book ticket to Bangkok, Thailand next year!! HOOORAYYY!! Currently the confirm name list who is going are :

1) Marilyn Lim
2) Ah biao (booking soon?)
3) Christine Lim
4) Yun Jie
5) Kah Wei
6) Me me me me me Carmen Yeo
7) Eric
8) AnnLee(waiting list)
9) Cecelia (Waiting list)
10) Doreen (Waiting list)

I believe it's going to be a fantastic holiday next March. Let's ROCK Bangkok together!

I wanna make a wish for this coming New Year 2010. I wish everyone i love stay healthy and happily always. Family and friends. I love you all =)

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2009-12-23T22:37:00.001+08:00

M O O D Y . . . . .

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2009-12-20T22:15:00.002+08:00

It's my dear sister Candy Yeo's Birthday. Wanna wish HAPPY 31 st BIRTHDAY to her..! So old already..lalala...

Besides, it's also my God father's 5 years anniversary of leaving this world. We will always miss u and May you rest in peace and found a better place.

Safari Night pt.2 (late updates)=p

2009-12-15T23:41:00.003+08:00

Our Lucky table =)

As the night ends..we started to cam-whore in the room=p

Had a great Animals night =) Compared my last year Bollywood's makeup, i prefer this year =) Prolly because of the striking eye lashes we had on our eyes.

My last year Bollywood's picture.

Fantastic!

Iphone hang =(

2009-12-04T00:35:00.002+08:00

I was trying to sync my Iphone in Itunes and it says got NEW UPDATES! So i just clicked and wait for it to be updated and suddenly the ERROR MESSAGE appeared. It says failed to update and ask me to restore back my default settings. So i just click "restore and update". The phone start to restore back and extracting back all the software... SUDDENLY an ERROR MESSAGE appeared again!! "Error 14" and it says failed to restore back. I was like? HUH?? Maybe something is wrong with the line or computer, so i just restart it. Hoping after restarting i can update and restore back. Cos my phone was in a brick condition just now. Can't even on. It looks like this...

After restarting, i plug in the cable again and trying to restore back. FAILED AGAIN! Error message keep popping up. I was so frustrated and worried! Damn. I called Maxis Hotline and they bloody pass me here and there. Aww.. i think i should work for Maxis. Teaching people how to restart PC, unplug cable, Click Restore Software and update, Wait on the line, for like 30 mins? Doing the process I've been doing MYSELF earlier on. Bloody hell. I call and on hold there for like bloody 30 mins and they are teaching me things i know how to do! After they "teach" me, and the error message still pop up, then our conversation goes like this..

Maxis Staff: Oh, in that case, you can bring ur Iphone to the nearest Maxis Centre in your town.

Me:U've been asking me to do the things i know how TO DO MYSELF. Can u help me to check what time is the Maxis Center in Miri close?

Maxis staff: It's 530pm Miss.Yeo.

Me: THANKS!

Maxis staff: Do you have any more inquiries...

Me: NO NO...(before he could finish his line)

SIGH... so i rush down to town at 430pm and manage to reach there by 5pm! And the people there help me to do don't know what activation and my phone recovered but with empty applications, messages, contacts and photos =( The guy say if I did back up earlier on than i can get back all my stuff. Luckily i did back up =) FUH!!!!
So i went back happily...reaching home and realized i LEFT my Iphone CABLE AT MAXIS CENTER...DUH!! Can't call the center so going to get it tomorrow? Hopefully they still remember me and willing to give it back to me. Cos i have no proves saying its mine =(

But at least my phone is back to normal =) Losing all my applications i paid and installed. hmmm.. i want my IM+ back. I bought it at $4.99 during promotions. Now i clicked and it's back to $9.99. Can't afford it anymore =( SIGHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

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2009-12-04T00:01:00.002+08:00

It's nice being Loved and Cared by Someone =)

Being influenced by someone(u know who u are), am kinda loving this song =) Hehe.

Lucky - Jason Mraz Ft. Colbie Caillat

Jason Mraz
Do you hear me,
I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky, oh my, baby I'm trying

Colbie Caillat
Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

Duet : Jason Mraz and Colbie Caillat
I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

Jason Mraz
And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music fill the air
I'll put a flower in your hair

Colbie Caillat
Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

Jason Mraz and Colbie Caillat
I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooooh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

I want to be L U C K Y too =)

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2009-12-01T18:51:00.004+08:00

It's a rainy Tuesday =) Today is not a good day for me.

1) It's a busy day cos it's early of the month and i need to rush and submit my reports in time.

2) Office people from HQ is coming to my work place tomorrow and we need to prepare a lots of things. Being ready and standby to meet them. Pressure and stress.

3) The way i handle things always effected people's mood. Maybe am not good in talking or expressing? I feel like what ever am doing, i'll not be understood and will be blames back.

Sometimes what i do or say, is not trying to offend anyone. Maybe i expressed wrongly and they get the wrong idea. My intention is not to affect your mood. Not to distract your concentration at work. Not to spoil your mood. Not to stop you from doing anything. You have the rights. I have my own rights too. I think am doing too much or over reacting on certain things. Am drained. My mood is super low now. I have no energy to cheer up anyone now.

How can i make things right? What do i need to do to keep myself happy and motivated? Can i have your arms/shoulder to lean on for a sec...?

p/s: Where should i run to when the one who can make me smile is the one making me cry? Guide me?

My Sweet Birthday =)

2009-11-29T22:59:00.003+08:00

On my birthday (26th Nov), I was busy working whole day and didn't go anywhere because already celebrated few days earlier with my friends and colleagues. On my birthday that day itself, this banquet of flowers made my day =) Someone thoughtful send flowers to my working place. I was standing there and suddenly noticed a girl walking over me with this banquet of beautiful roses. I blushed and am really shy cos people around are looking at me. In heart, am smiling widely =) The tiredness I had on that day just diminished straight away each time i look at the flowers I received.

He texted my colleague earlier before my birthday.
Asking my colleague to book the flowers on my birthday.

Touched
.
Appreciation
.
Happiness
.
Gratefulness

Thank You! I really appreciated what you've done for my birthday! Really! Words just can't describe how much am treasuring your efforts of making me happy.

Thank You once again!! You know who you are....!!

3X ! ! ! !

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2009-11-17T22:17:00.002+08:00

I Love You

Just three little words
don't seem like enough
for someone whose smile
still brightens my day,
whose touch can make me forget
the rest of the world.

They don't seem like enough
for someone who's always been there
to celebrate with me
when everything goes my way
and to hold my hand
when my whole world
seems to fall apart.

But even though "I Love You"
can't express the depth
of my feelings for you.
I hope you know what's in my heart.
Because loving you
means more to me
than anything in the world
and it always will.

- Brynne S. -

A nice poem!! Wish i can falls deeply in love everyday!!! and be happy!!

Safari Night(June 09)- Super late update

2009-11-08T12:09:00.008+08:00

My 2009 annual dinner. Theme = Safari Night. It was super grand and oh well, luckily i manage to get my costume done just few days before the annual dinner. Am so last minute. LOL. It was great though. Get to see everyone dress themselves superbly. HEHE.. nice!

Let the pictures speaks =)

This fella got 1st in the Best dress competition!!

Those with numbers are participants in Best Dress Competition that night

Ashley and Me..ROARS!!

The Birdie and Me, She got 2nd in Best Dress competition..from Estee Lauder =)

Our Director, Mr. Loo... =) Ashley and Me =)

To Be CoNtiNueD....

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2009-11-06T22:33:00.001+08:00

Replying mails...

Watching dramas...

Sitting in front pc...

On a Friday Night?

Boring and Lonely...

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2009-11-05T00:06:00.003+08:00

".......At his point i exploded. My fuse was also very short that day. I was angry that she hadn't call me. I was furious that she was blaming me when i didn't even know she was in pain. After exchanging a few harsh words, i headed for the door. I was tired, irritable and heard enough. We had both reached our limits.

Then something started to happen that would change my life.

Bonnie said, " Stop, please don't leave. This is when i need you the most. I am in pain. I haven't slept in days. Please listen to me."

I stopped for a moment to listen.

She said, "John Gray, you're a fair-weather friend! As long as I'm sweet, loving Bonnie you are here for me, but as soon as I'm not, you walk right out that door."

Then she paused, and her eyes filled up with tears. As her tone shifted she said, "Right now I'm in pain. I have nothing to give, this is when I need you the most. Please, come over here and hold me. you don't have to say anything. I just need to feel your arms around me. Please don't go."

I walked over and silently held her. She wept in my arms. After a few minutes, she thanked me for not leaving. She told me that she just need to feel me holder her.

At that moment I started to realize the meaning of love-unconditional love. I had always thought of myself as a loving person. But she was right. I had been a fair-weather friend. As long as she was happy and nice, I loved back. But if she was unhappy or upset, I would feel blamed and then argue or distance myself....."

- Copied from the book Men are from Mars, Women are from Venus-

I like this lesson. And i feel alike Bonnie, am the type who just need someone to hold me into arms and let me wept in his arms quietly =)

Preview for KK trip

2009-11-04T22:26:00.004+08:00

No time to update KK trip yet.. ehehe.. =)

WiLL UpDaTe SoON

Away

2009-10-22T21:52:00.002+08:00

I'll be away for a short holiday at KK =)

From 23rd Oct 2009 - 26th Oct 2009.

Supposed to fly to KK at 835am tomorrow morning but stupid Air Asia, don't know why keep re-timed lately. So ended up re-timed to 135pm. Still ok la, can sleep later a bit. But my return flight a bit ridiculous for me. I am suppose to return on 130pm Monday but it was re-timed to 9pm. Duh!!!

Gonna stay at Imperial Boutec, Warisan Square=) Hope this trip gonna be a nice and great one...

Colleague say don't go Pulau Manukan, go the new island? Pulau Mamutik? Seriously, this is the first time i heard of Pulau Mamutik. LOL.

Anyway.. will be back S O O N...!!!!

SaD Commercial by LENOVO..

2009-10-14T23:55:00.002+08:00

Friend posted it in Facebook and i think it's really touching. Most important, that guy is so cuteeeeee!! HAHAHA...

Sharing this because my life is ONLINE most of the time too =)

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2009-10-14T22:25:00.003+08:00

"Sometimes, being ignored is more painful than not having someone to ignore you." Read this from one of my fren status in Facebook.

Being ignored is really more painful than not having someone to ignore you. It's like you're hoping to get some response so desperately yet that person keep ignoring you. Ignore. You wanted to talk yet she/he don't want to talk to you. You don't know what is his/her answer on that certain things. You talk a whole bunch and he/she ignore you. You not sure whether they are listening to you. Feel like punching them!! ggrr...!

Few times I've got that feelings. I wanted to talk so badly and get some answer from that someone yet being ignored! It's so rude? Unless you hate me, i have nothing to say. You should ignore me. But it's like you ignore and next few days come back to me act as nothing happen. Duh.. I know am just too nice and i can't bear to ignore people as well.

How to stop being a nice guy? => one of my net fren posted this. I should be posting HOW TO STOP BEING A NICE GIRL? Oh well, everyone has their own weaknesses and strengths..

My weakness? Easily trust people? Blur? Soft hearted? Duh...! Guess am growing up. I learn a lots in this one year. Learn as in know how to social with people and start meeting new people instead of caging myself at home. Some say it's good to step out from that circle. Some say it's dangerous to get involve at the outside world. Too realistic. Sad but true. But if i keep caging myself, i will never learn and accept things around me. There are so many things that i can't accept last time but now i can. After seeing so many things happening around me and after listening to stories...

Am so easily effected by people's comments. Am now in a situation where everybody gonna give me negative comments. It make me wander at night. Wander whether my decision is correct or not... but i shall follow what my heart think, isn't it? Every decision made, there's a risk. I hope i can take the risk. I hope i won't regret. Even if am regretting, i hope ill move on...yes, i'll move on..

C r a p p y C r a p p y days....

Salmon sashimi oh salmon...

2009-10-14T00:22:00.002+08:00

Used to hate salmon so much but now i enjoy eating it...!! HEHE... went Escapade in KB,Brunei last month and had this bloody yummy Salmon =) SLURPY......!!!

OH by the way, it's only Brunei Dollar 15!! Worth the money~~~~!!! Converting RM is like only RM30 plus ??

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2009-10-13T23:05:00.010+08:00

Web-caming can be fun sometimes? Hehe, hope this fella wont get mad to see this picture published...LALALA...i have no idea what to blog bah...Thanks for crapping with me sometimes xD

To be Fair, ill published my webcam face too..xD HAHAHA..

Other RANDOM pictures...

Taken last Aug during the flight to KL =)
Nora, Me and Ing Ing

Chilling at Al Fresco with colleagues and friends...
Ling Ling, Joanne and Me =)

Ing Ing and Me

With handsome Wallace at Sports Cafe, a simple night out and singing night =) He has very nice voice! Talented young man...Should ask him sing more next time....

Patrick and Me at Al Fresco..

Nora, Patrick and Me acting cute at Al Fresco..???!!

Lee Wui and Me =p

Nothing to do..........!!!!! It's my day off!!! And Am facing my PC whole day, surfing net and playing FB's game....duhhh... Lifeless?!

Photoshoot By Christine Lim and Ruby Yeo

2009-10-13T12:56:00.005+08:00

After the sweating day of photoshooting last June, here are the pictures finally edited =)
Thanks Ruby and Christine for the photoshoot and thanks to Darlyn Marilyn for the make-up. Thousand and million thanks. Hope we gonna have more photoshoot session together!! Muacks...

Photos By Christine Lim..

Me and Darlyn Marilyn

By the way, even though Christine is quite new in photography field but she has been doing a lots of Portfolios and i would like to share this to all of you, one of her piece of work was published in Harper's Bazaar as commendable category last September =) and the model is Marlene Lim. Proud of them...

Photos by Ruby Yeo...

Christine, Me and Marilyn =) I really miss u guys...

Non-edited....

What can i say? My best friend, my best listener, my best supporter, my best partner ..darlyn Marilyn... MISS U SO MUCHIE!!!!!!

Late Post Of cousin wedding pt.3

2009-10-13T12:40:00.003+08:00

The Bride's parents (my third uncle and third aunty)

Walking in...so sweeeeeeeeeeettt...

My cam whore session...here it goes...!!

Javiaky(my niece) kissing me or me kissing Javiaky??

Atheni (my cousin) and me

Joe Ling (my cousin) and me...

Nam and Javiaky... uisehhh.. like super star carrying his daughter...

Javiaky Yeo Kie!!

Alden Yeo(my cousin) and me

Group picture after the dinner..

Chilling session at AL Fresco after the dinner with friends =)

Nora and Nam

Me and Nora =)

Jerry and Me=)

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Late Post Of cousin wedding pt.2

2009-10-12T23:28:00.003+08:00

Finally the bridegroom was let in and see the sweet bride.....so sweet....

I would be smiling that way too if i receive a banquet of beautiful flowers =)

The family photo...

The Wedding reception dinner at night...

Guest walking up...

YEO's!!

My handsome brother standing there kepo-ing..LOL

The bride's beautiful sister..

Me and two handsome men of the night...

My handsome cuzzie Nam!

Snaps of the two handsome men again...

To Be CoNTiNueD aGaiN....

Late Post Of cousin wedding

2009-10-01T09:49:00.005+08:00

They dated for few years and finally... Hehe...let the pictures do the talking again... Lazy to type ...HAHAHA.. Congrats my cousin!! and now she is pregnant! This wedding ceremony was like May? HAHA and now only post...

The Bridegroom

Terrible drinks, bittergourd mix with other terrible stuff? LOL..

Biscuits with Wasabi!!!

Chillies with WASABI!! ADuhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!

The Men. The Daring Men. The Good Brothers!!!

The girl having fun serving all the terrible food to the guys..LOL.

DELICIOUS....!!

To Be CoNtiNueD.....

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2009-09-22T22:53:00.008+08:00

Where is my WHITE HORSE?

When your heart cries, no one really hears it except YOU...
White horse where are thee? Come and give me a ride. Show me the beautiful place. Bring me to fantasy dreamland. Hears me everyday. See me everyday. Company me everyday. Eat with me everyday. Talk to me everyday. Laugh with me everyday. Hold my hands everyday. Hugs me everyday. Joke with me everyday. Tease me everyday. Smile at me everyday. Let us just be together everyday!!!!!

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2009-09-08T16:57:00.002+08:00

Thanks for this few days. It was really great to have you around. Never in my life i felt so. Words just couldn't express how i feel. Am glad to meet this particular person in my life. After years of turning around and finally we met.

Now i understand the meaning behind of this quote "Maybe God wanted us to meet a few wrong people, so that when we met the right one, we would know what a gift is." Well, and i know nothing is forever because we can't predict future and we can't predict what's going to happen tomorrow or who are we going to meet the next few years. You might see it as something very beautiful today but tomorrow might feels it's ugly.

The impression u gave me was really good. You are really really a nice person to mix with. I think i never praised anyone until like this before. Well, Haha..it's funny but it's real leh!!

This is so unreal and thanks thanks thanks thanks for looking after me this few days.. really appreciate it. Hope to see you real soon dear friend =)

Happy Birthday Eric =)

2009-09-04T02:12:00.004+08:00

H A P P Y B I R T H D A Y TO MY DEAREST FRIEND, E R I C ! ! !

Hope you gonna have an unforgettable, enjoyable, blast birthday with your friends and loves one! Am not gonna mention how old are you, cos i don't wanna spoil your market value. LOL. Too bad am not there to celebrate your birthday. Never mind, i'll pay back in the future ok? Tell me what you want and need. LOL.

"On your birthday I wish you much pleasure and joy;
I hope all of your wishes come true.
May each hour and minute be filled with delight,
And your birthday be perfect for you!"

*p/s : I actually googled some nice pictures to put in addition with this post but something wrong with my laptop, i couldn't save any images! So, i can't post any images =( forgive me..eheheh but hope you can feel my sincerity blessing you k Eric..

Have a wonderful birthday!!!!

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2009-08-29T17:43:00.002+08:00

I don't know what to feel
Heart is dead
Mind confused
Don't know what to do

Feel sad for many reasons
Money, lust, hatred
Can't handle it all

Eyes crying
Body dying

No sound of hope
Just quiet humming
And distant echoes mourning

by Gary R. Hess

A very supportive e-mail from a friend =)

2009-08-23T18:51:00.003+08:00

"God has a plan to take every adversity, every hardship you go through and use it–not to beat you down and make your life miserable. No, God's dream is to take that difficulty and supernaturally turn it around and use it to bring you good. He will use those tough times to bring you out stronger, more mature, and prepared for promotion! Goodness, mercy, and unfailing love are God's plan for you!
You may not understand everything that's going on in your life right now, but I encourage you to keep your head held high. Know that God is working in your life. Keep being faithful. Keep doing the right things knowing that in the end God is going to turn things around in your favor. If God is for you, who can be against you? No one. Greater is the One who is in you than anyone who can be against you. No matter what's going on around you today, you can put your shoulders back and put a smile on your face because God has good things in store for your future!"

Thanks to my dearly friend. A very very supportive e-mail from you. Am glad to meet you in life and i hope there will be something more interesting happen in the future between us... =) It's hard for me to capture the best things in life. But I always believe if i treat people sincerely and with full hearted, good things will return! It's a risk. It's really a risk, if you get what i am trying to say. Maybe soon...the answer will reveal?

T H A N K Y O U once again with Xiao Ding Dang!!

Picture of the Month - August!

2009-08-22T20:36:00.004+08:00

Picture grabbed from Marlene's facebook. LOL.
No comments but i think this is real funny. Didn't know we can have so much fun! Thanks to Marlene,Jerry, Ing Ing, Nora,Joanne, Alexander, Benjamin, Jason, and Ashton also Kevin! They gonna kills me for uploading this....ahah i think they don't read my blog..ahhaha!

Lucky Guy???I doubt so Haha..pity him...

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2009-08-22T20:24:00.004+08:00

Don't say you love, you don't even know me, if you really want me, then give me some times...

I used to tell myself not to fall so easily anymore. Cos love meant to be hurtful. Love contents so much lies and hides. How can i make sure the next one would be different? How can i make sure that i'll be his someone really special? How can i make sure that it won't be an ugly ending anymore? How can i make sure it's gonna last? How can i make sure things gonna work out well? how can i make sure am not wasting my time anymore this time? How? How? How?

Confusing, like wat i told one of my gf... I wish i can make a short cut and reach to my Mr.Right. Rather than keep meeting all Mr.Wrong. Yes, meet more different people can let us grow wiser and learn more...But can i quit it and just go straight? I Don't wanna hurt that much.....i don't mind being with that one person for life...just HIM!

LALALA..well..am just..blabbingg.....another saturday night..well...CHEERS BUDDIES!!!

White Horse - Taylor Swift

2009-08-16T11:48:00.002+08:00

Awww..like this video clip!! Last time couldn't find the music video cos was restricted. Yay finally this one.. loving this song even more..

Guyssssssssssssssssss are just guyssssssssssssssssssssss.....NOW IT'S TOO LATE FOR YOU AND YOUR WHITE HORSE TO CATCH ME NOW.... HEHE

Awww..embed disabled by request..only have URL..sian..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cFOAHZ9U6c0

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2009-08-15T10:33:00.002+08:00

So many people walk into our life, some stays and some leaves.
Why do we wait till it's too late? And let someone else have what we were too scared to reach out and take? This phrase is so true...

White Horse - Taylor Swift

2009-07-29T11:40:00.004+08:00

Liking this song a lots.. White horse... wonder when my white horse gonna arrive and give me a LIFE TIME RIDE =) How great would it be?

LYRICS

Say you're sorry, that face of an angel
Comes out just when you need it to
As I paced back and forth all this time
Cause I honestly believed in you

Holding on, the days drag on
Stupid girl, I should have known
I should have known

I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell

This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now it's too late for you and your white horse, to come around

Baby I was naive, got lost in your eyes
And never really had a chance
I had so many dreams about you and me
Happy endings, now I know

I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell

This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now it's too late for you and your white horse, to come around

And there you are on your knees
Begging for forgiveness, begging for me
Just like I always wanted but I'm so sorry

Cause I'm not your princess, this ain't a fairytale
I'm gonna find someone someday who might actually treat me well
This is a big world, that was a small town
There in my rearview mirror disappearing now

And its too late for you and your white horse
Now its too late for you and your white horse, to catch me now

Oh, whoa, whoa, whoa
Try and catch me now
Oh, it's too late to catch me now

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2009-07-29T11:32:00.004+08:00

Sometimes you meet someone who you really can click with, but the distance killed your relationship. And sometimes you meet someone who really love you, but in the end you just couldn't believe he did that something behind you. Sometimes, you like that very person but he just wouldn't like you back. Sometimes, you meet someone who you know you can't be with. Sometimes you feel humble. Sometimes you are not confident enough. Sometimes you are doubting whether he is sincere or not. Sometimes you wish you can reveal the answer. Sometimes being friend is better than being attached in any sort of relationship. Sometimes keeping a distance might make your life or day better. Sometimes is just sometimes. You will never get the real answer. Well................

Bday Celebration after photoshoot

2009-07-10T23:28:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YUN JIE(15June09), Dodo Bong(24June09) and Christine Lim(26June09).
Celebrated their advanced birthday after our photoshoot. Because Chris n Marilyn is leaving to Perth soon...

The mess during the shooting. LOL.

Me cam-whoring. **PAISEH**
With Flash!

Me Without Flash!

Had our birthday celebration dinner at Marina bay.Slurpy dinner i would say. hehe!!!! There were 7 of us, Marilyn, Christine, Yun Jie, Heidi, Ruby and Rachel. Dodo, though u're in KL but at least i still wrote your name in the cake. And i eat ur part xD HAHAHA!!!

Thai's chicken wings

Eggplants n crab meat fried Mee

Thai's style chicken

Fried 4 Da Tian Wang(Mixed of 4 types vegetables)

Fried Kailan

Egg Yolk Crabs

Our dishes..Yummy..am missing it..**hungry**

Pictures Pictures Pictures and MOREEEE Pictures!!!!

Birthday girl Yun Jie(sitting) and Marilyn (standing)

Ruby was so sad over her small camera compares with Christine's HAHA!! So cute la u RUBY!!

GROUP PICTURES!!!!!

From Left - Right : Rachel, Heidi, Marilyn, Ruby and Me
Sitting Left - Right : Christine and Yun Jie.

* My photoshoots pictures still have to wait. They haven't finish editing yet *

The Photoshoot

2009-07-04T12:38:00.003+08:00

Had my photos shoot at my darling Camel Lyn's house last month. It was fun even though got a bit hot la xD

Thanks to..
Makeup Artist - Marilyn Lim aka Camel lyn Bibi
Photographers - Christine Lim and Ruby Yeo..

Will upload more detail after i finish resizing -p but am still waiting for the real photos from them because now i only have some from my own cameras n mobile! HEHE

Miss u tupai chris n camel lyn!! next time more shoot ya!

Christine, Ruby and Me!!!

Christine with her mask which she bring along for me during the photoshoot. Gorgeous mask!!!!

Christine and Ruby!!

This is the only copy i have so far from Marilyn.Edited and nicely done =p Most of it was in Christine and Ruby's cameras.. Hehe...

Note: Christine, am waiting patiently..make sure edit my pictures leng leng and nice nice ah HEHE!!! Thanks.

From left to right : Christine Lim, Me, and Marilyn Lim.

More to update.. but not so soon la...hehe!!!

MISS YOU GUYS!!!

Jungle Safari Invitation

2009-06-16T00:16:00.003+08:00

A well decorated box for me!

Yes!! Invitation for my company annual dinner, Jungle Safari Night!!

Date: 23rd June 2009
Venue: The Grand Ballroom, Sunway Lagoon Resort Hotel
Time: 6.00 - 10.30 pm

Theme: JUNGLE SAFARI!!!! Be The Hunter or be Hunted.....

p/s: I'll be flying off to KL this sunday, 21st June 2009 and will be back to Miri on 24th June 2009.

Vacancy!!!

2009-06-16T00:10:00.004+08:00

I was walking back to work after my dinner and this vacancy ads attracted me!!!

WTF? GAJI KAU KAU...!!! LOL. I laughed all the way.. GAJI KAU KAU = HIGH SALARY! What kinda language is that?

Mother's Day- BBQ (9thMay09)

2009-06-06T12:09:00.003+08:00

For the first time celebrating Mother's Day by BBQ-ing. Hehe, it was quite fun cos all the aunties aunties and uncles uncles gathered together ..LOL! Was a simple and nice BBQ at 3rd Uncle(Sa jek) house though..

The BBQ was separated into two type because my cousin's boy friend is a Vegetarian, so you can see a big different between this two BBQ shelf.

The Meat...

The vege..

This is how my mother spent her Mother's Day this year =) and i bought her a rice cooker..HAHA!

JOREZ PUANG

2009-05-22T23:18:00.005+08:00

Name: Jorez Puang Yi Jun

D.O.Birth: 20th May 2009

Age: 3 days old

Sex: Male

Mother Name: Candy Yeo (My sister)

Father Name: Puang T.O(My bro in law)

Relationship: My nephew

Race: Chinese

Weight when delivered: 3.8kg

Height: 53cm

Place Of Birth: Miri City Medical Centre, Miri

Congrats to my sister and now u're a MOTHER of one!! Hehe!! A woman!

More updates soon... and now i've got ONE NIECE and ONE NEPHEW...hehe..sayang sayang!! Muacks both of them!! Javiaky and Jorez!

PhotoFunia!

2009-05-19T23:45:00.002+08:00

Off day today and i think i've got nothing better to do beside waiting my sister to deliver=p My sis due date is 17th and now it's already 19th! 2 days late!! Hmm, gonna ward into hospital tomorrow i think. Can't wait the baby to come out already....

Well, today i checked out my fren's facebook and noticed this cool creative pictures by photofunia. Hehe, whole day i sat in front of the pc and did all these.. I know am vain..well, it's really cool anyway!!

I like this one..cool isn't !! Have you seen this WIZARD?? LOL!!

I like the color... it would be better if i could put three different pictures!

This is creative....Looks so real...artistic!

I wish that is my leg..hehe so smooth... and this one is sexy and cool as well!!

Awww... Am WANTED!! Dead Or Alive.. Rewarded $15000, a bit too little huh?=p

I like the dim color of this picture, it makes me feel like am at a romantic city!

Fantastic!

Armani Mania?? HAHA=p

Well, this is what i did on my offday =) Drama-ing, upload-ing, facebook-ing, sleep-ing, chit-chatt-ing, vain-ing, wait-ing!!! HAHA, and i was whole day at home!!! My offday!! Y A Y! !

***ThE LoNeLy LosT ZeBrA***

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The Very First Post of JANUARY 2011..

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June Annual Dinner @ Genting

Sushi King

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All The Things You Never Knew

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Random Pictures Of July 2010

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Beautiful Cheongsam Mama 2010

Randomness at Resort World Sentosa SG

Late Update

Day Off

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Tonight I Celebrate My Love...

Not Happy

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Dr.LaWReNce TRaiNinG LvL 3 - April 10

Next HoLidays? BALI?

Adda Heights' Show House in JB

MOS BURGER rocks!

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A picture a Day

SiLeNce

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Falling

Rambling..

Photo of the month=p

So Close

haiz

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Photo Of The Month - JAN 2010

No updates

=_='

Currently using this

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A short trip.

Current status..

Two Of my Fav Pic =)

2009 is coming to an End..

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Safari Night pt.2 (late updates)=p

Iphone hang =(

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My Sweet Birthday =)

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Safari Night(June 09)- Super late update

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Preview for KK trip

Away

SaD Commercial by LENOVO..

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Salmon sashimi oh salmon...

Randomly....

Photoshoot By Christine Lim and Ruby Yeo

Late Post Of cousin wedding pt.3

Late Post Of cousin wedding pt.2

Late Post Of cousin wedding

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Happy Birthday Eric =)

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A very supportive e-mail from a friend =)

Picture of the Month - August!

ThE LoNeLy LosT ZeBrA